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I've moveeeeeed outta this happy sad joyous depressed space!

Actually, I've moved long ago. Goodbye!

And today, I felt the biggest wave of disappointment sweeping right through my veins and piercing into my heart.
Should I hate them?

Why is it that I'm never ever included into them.

Stop crying, you need to stop shedding your tears because of them.

Should I get a change of cellgroup? But if I'm leaving, I want dee to leave too. Sadly, selfishly.

I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate it.
They always leave me out.
E500 is a screwed up cellgroup.
No hope, no love, no nothing.

A peculiar comprehendable similarity to the page's title.

You're the reason why even during the saddest part of my life. I smile.
Even at confusion. I understand.
Even in betrayal. I trust.
Even in fear of pain. I love..

Hello world, my life's in a quite a mess and I need to clear it up soon. I can't stand the pretense and the concretion of ill-senses in the relationships in my life anymore. I love everybody but I don't know how to love everybody. My attitude is horrid at times and I poke people when they come near me. On certain days, I succeed in maintaining a facade of joy. On other days, I fail and feel bitter. Especially to the peeeeple in e500, I know you feel like grabbing me by my neck at times. But I always feel so distant and far from you allll, that I feel so frustrated about it. Its like, I love you yet I am so far away. After my A'levels, I am secretly praying that I can befriend you all with all of my heart and maybe we can fellowship all day. You'll then see who I really am. I ought to be shot, siqi oughts to be shot. Please be happy, dear myself. Don't disappoint people who love you. & If you don't do well for A'levels, you might as well throw yourself against the wall/a moving car. Because life is as simple as it is- No paper qualifications, no life, no money, no talk.

On top of everything, I'm still thankful for my family and Ezra. Hearts.
This is a really random post.

Last night saw me ending the night with Dear's call. It made me leapt 10 miles vertically and I went to bed, smiling and busking in the warmth of love.

Today, is our 1st Anniv. I'm loving this path laid ahead for us.